Kamis, 24 Maret 2016

Untuk Papah (8)

Sejauh ini, hingga saat ini.
Ini masih menjadi part hidup tersulit lily pah..

Papah adalah seseorang di muka bumi ini yg paling pengen lily bahagiain pah dari dulu sampai sekarang. Bahkan hingga papah nggak ada.

Biar cuma lily dn papah yg paham bagaimana pentingnya dn berartinya sosok papah buat lily.

Betapa kehilangan papah seperti membuat lily kehilangan separuh hidup.
Betapa jika ada sesuatu yg bisa membayar dn memutar waktu lagi..

Lily kangen pah. Kangen sekali ya Allah.
Pengen sekali peluk papah.
Astgfirullah.

100 days



Strength is all about experiences. Cold, painful, raw experiences that you sometimes wish you could permanently erase from your mind.

Strength is knowing what suffering feels like and learning to rise above it.

Strength is having hope where hope was once lost and holding onto faith even through the darkest of times.

Strength is about being able to accept the circumstances we cannot humanly change.

In the end, there is only one thing about this--to learn.

100 days. 
And i never stop learning..
I miss you so much Pah.

Selasa, 22 Maret 2016

Untuk Papah (7)

Lily pinjam pundak itu pah. 
Tolong peluk lily..

Rabu, 09 Maret 2016

Topi


"Gorontalo jauh. Kasian" dengan suara yg nyaris tidak terdengar lg.
"Nggak ah pah, deket bandara kok"
"Oh" diam sekitar 1 menit. "Bawa bajunya jgn banyak2"
"Eh papah mau kmn?"
"Gorontalo, sama mami"
"Iya, makanya janji sehat dulu ya pah"
"Iya.. belikan topi"
"Topi buat apa pah?"
"Buat jalan2, disana panas"
"Iya pah lily beliin ya"
"Beli topi" berulang kali.
"Pasti pah nanti ya"
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Ini topinya pah.. Sudah lily beli.
Sayang papah belum bisa pakai saat topi ini dibeli dan nggak akan pernah bisa pakai.
Papah ga akan bisa nengokin lily disini.
Tau apa yg lily pikirin saat lily keliling dn main di gorontalo?
Inget papah. Mau papah liat apa yg lily liat.
Papah yg suka jalan2 dan lihat alam juga kehidupan warga sekitar. Lily yg wakilin ya pah.
Topi ini lily simpan.
Buat lily ya pah topinya.

I miss you with all my heart.

Senin, 07 Maret 2016

means to be Strong

Strength isn’t something that can be found overnight. It also isn’t something that just comes and goes. 

Strength is all about experiences. 
Cold, painful, raw experiences that you sometimes wish you could permanently erase from your mind.

Strength is knowing what suffering feels like and learning to rise above it. It’s about being kicked down over and over again and having absolutely no idea how you’re going to get yourself back up, but somehow always do.

It’s about believing in yourself. Believing in yourself so passionately that you’re not afraid of facing the situation at hand.

Strength is telling yourself that you are good enough, brave enough, and strong enough to overcome that obstacle. Because you can. It’s realizing that you are capable of whatever you set your mind to. 

Strength is persevering.

Strength is about being a fighter. It’s about continuing to fight even though you know you’re losing the battle. It’s about losing, but then coming out stronger. It’s the little voice inside of your head telling you that you always have to be willing to fight, and fight hard.

Strength is having the power and goal-oriented mindset to chase your dreams. Because, honestly, you’ll never know unless you try.

It’s about not letting your adversities and setbacks hold you down, but rather understanding that you are in control of your own destiny and happiness.

Strength is having hope where hope was once lost and holding onto faith even through the darkest of times.

It’s about finding the strength to move forward and leave your past behind, but never forgetting how you got to where you are in this moment in time.

It’s about taking each experience, the good and the bad, and learning a valuable lesson from it.

It’s about being able to accept the circumstances we cannot humanly change.

And, most importantly, strength is about the ability to find the beauty in every little perfect and imperfect aspect of your life.

-alyssasilva